Sugar, Sugar

Yes yes, I know I'm talking a lot today :( I'm just in a good mood and really feel like talking a little bit... maybe weighing some thoughts while I listen to Ooold School ACDC and bob my head a bit. *Sing she was a fast machine...best damn woman that I ever seen...* :P

I really want this to be a good year, I want it to make up for all of the hell I went through last year. I realize a lot of the things that have happened in my life were due to serious human error of judgment; however- I'm a changed woman.

Yes, I like to have fun. Yes, looking back I realize a lot of what happened was because I really wanted what I wanted then and 'now' regardless of who it was with. I never stopped to smell the true garbage bouquet I was bringing into the adobe of "Jessica". And here I am. For what it's worth; I learned a lot and I got to experience so many different types of people and aspects of life. True-if I could do it over again there are a few changes I would make :P But where would I be now? Hmmmm. Probably still alone, fairly manic, overly excitable and ditzy, still obsessed with random knowledge, still talking to strangers on the street and in line I don't know, and definitely still smiling at every random person I come into contact with... but I wouldn't have my baby girl :(

Hmmmmm

Yes, this is rambling. *Jessica, ramble? Noooo...*

I like to think that I'm a nice, well-rounded person. I love God and my family, I've always given everything of myself to the people I've chosen to be with (whether or not they deserved it!), I am intelligent, reasonable, and very perceptive. I listen to every kind of music on the planet unless it makes me want to scratch my eyes out, I love kids and seem to act like one half the time while still being an adult, hmmm....

I really like to cuddle and be held-especially if I'm hugged from behind... that is AMAAAAZING. *insert moan*

I love to laugh. But not at people. Unless they're my friends :P

I like to get a rise out of people... but I'm always smiling when I say something snarky or feisty so you'll know I'm trying to get your goat and make you play with me.

I like to clean. Sometimes I let laundry slide... but by golly I'm a clean freak. Everything has a place. Even the clutter.

I dance. All. Of. The. Time. Seriously... always wiggling my hips... sometimes in a very unladylike manner >.< *Sexy shake a'la Shakira*

I hate soda. I don't know why I drank it while I was pregnant.

I HATE Obama. I think he's the devil.

I once worked for the democrats of MT just because we had really bad republican reps...

I love to study people... I am never wrong. Even if you argue with me. I am right. You will find it out.

I'm very emotional... spiritual? I don't know how to explain myself there.

I love being outside, I love seeing the amazing world we live in!

I like being told I'm beautiful... by a certain someone... ;)

Down comforters were created by angels. *SIGH*

I like to cook. But I hate to use cookbooks... foods always great, though.

I like to go to a church thats full of life and people praising God. It makes me feel one step closer to 'home'.

It is very hard for me to reach that final peak. *Takes the right man I think, but I haven't met him yet*

I tend to postpone until the last minute and then scramble, but the pressure makes my results gloriously perfect and brilliant... my best work has always been last minute!

I'm the boss. I take direction in certain aspects *wink* and I even like it-but I'm the boss. You will see that I move up quickly into that position.

I don't know why the hell men fall in love with me or want me so bad. I'm not that great... but I've seen it happen too many times-and I'm very responsible because I'm a smiley tease. :( They've always been the nerdy type, too; though... :( Hmm...

I really don't drink that often. I just enjoy myself when I do. *Wild Thing*

hmmmmm.... I'm very thrifty... I hate paying regular price for anything and I like to get as much as I can for my money...

I'll stretch the truth to protect someone I love from being hurt.

I'll tell you when you're being an idiot or making the wrong decision, and I'll give you amazing advice---but I never heed my own words :(

I have amazing eyes. They are blues and greens and that sunshiney pale yellow color... and they change with my mood! Just look at my pics, you'll see... Angry-bright bright green Happy-Bright and shiney blue/green Mischevious-You'll see the yellow! Horny-Def feel like you just stepped into the Caribbean photos with the isles and the ocean and the sun... Depressed-Dark and deadly

I love my butt. It's great. Sexy. Love it. *Her butt is like, so---big---*

I like to wear nice things... but I also like to be comfortable at home.

I only put a bra on when I leave the house or someone comes over... >.<

I used to dye my hair a lot but I love my natural color *what I have now*

I like kisses. I like the mad I need you now kisses and the I love you, baby kisses... *Oh, Baby!*

I read an awful lot...

Hmmm. I talk about politics, sex, religion, and every other taboo freely with NO inhibitions. *SHOCK AND HORROR!*

My foot is in my mouth way too often. It's a disease.

Sometimes I wish I could shut my mind up. It thinks too much and too fast.


For now! I am done... *Hallelujah Chorus Insert*